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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

WTF man..had a lousy day as well. some ASSHOLE called me from dunno where and talked rubbish n accussed me of smth i didn't do. dun EVER EVER let me find out whu u r...

i hav no idea whether some ppl r telling e truth or not. but record shows otherwise. shld i believe? i was left disappointed...but nvm..it's always been like tt for me.

at 9:13 PM

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Monday, May 30, 2005

today's not my day! guess it's the monday blues. i was feeling down n out. nobody noes how i feel..

i think some ppl dun appreciate wad i do for them, not even a thanks n some dun even bother to reply. whu they think i am?

at 10:32 PM

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

stella's birthday was on last friday 27th may and i made her a card! *hee*

at 10:51 AM

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

just got back from a funeral wake. he was my uncle. n i haven seen him for a very long time.maybe once in 2 yrs or so. n now he's suddenly gone. heard tt he had lung cancer or smth. i actually wasn't feelin sad. but didn't feel tt good either. i pity his only son who has to take care of everything now. life is short n unpredictable..so we must make full use of all the time we hav now to accomplish wad we had dreamed n desired.

i hav been thinking alot lately. yes yes...mayb the same old problems r coming back to haunt me once again! yup..but i know it's impossible! i guess it's really quite meaningless to go after smth which can nv be yours in the first place. but even though im not the one receiving, i will gladly giv my everything! to show tt i care..to show my concern..to show tt i will always be there. the outcome doesn't really matter to me anymore...but im stil hoping for the best!

at 11:36 PM

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Say also don't listen
Listen also don't understand
Don't understand also don't ask
Ask also don't do
Do also do wrong
Wrong also don't admit
Admit also don't correct
Correct also not happy
Not happy also don't say

So..shld say or dun say?

at 11:25 PM

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Monday, May 09, 2005

la la la la la is in red
rp's purple
green
on methane
m****'s wearing white
i can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow too!

at 11:37 PM

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

something is just so different these days
a feeling undescribable
a feeling so hard to express.
it's just wierd.

oh dear
y is this happening to me??
something which i look forward to
but now
it'd changed pehaps a little.

where r all the ppl man??
when i wanna see them
when i wanna tok to them
they r just not there.

ppl come ppl go
i seemed to be in the middle
n transparent too.
moving so fast without noticing me
i tried to catch up
but they all left me behind.

sigh
this is not wad im looking forward to...

at 10:58 PM

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