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i was juz abit sad n disappointed once again :(
but i hardly ever do. i wanna tok to u but its getting rarer now. i wanna cry n i juz did because i miss u so much. You could have a pleasant time with your romantic partner today, colin. If you are already in a relationship, you could experience some happy, lighthearted moments. You'll feel good about where things are headed. If you are single, it's a good day to ask someone out. Be bold and pursue that special person who has already attracted your attention. Some exciting chemistry could be in the air today, so be daring! Love: Today feelings join with the intellect in order to open up sincere lines of communication between you and a love partner. However, your friend may not be inclined to talk right now. How can you get any feedback? What is your partner feeling? Do not get frustrated. You'll have to wait it out for a while until your friend has worked it out alone. Expect news to come in the next few weeks. it's all so untrue!! well..everything is not going well.. i reached kovan mrt station at 7.55am...intended to wait for aq who was taking the train down frm hougang station. we were supposed to like meet at abt 8.10am. i was abit kiasu la..for being early. there she came ard 8.30am..n we juz took the train to harbourfront station. we had tot we were not the latest coz ah fian called mi n said tt oni 3 ppl was there. i told aq bt it..n we all laughed..coz we noe tt for these types of events, its better to be late.as everyone else wld b late too. when we arrived..wad a surprise..almost everybody was there man. many sub comms went..while oni a handful of main comms. while on the bus journey to enter sentosa..aq told mi that she may leave early. i asked her y..she said that it may b boring. but i told her to stay..for i will b accompanying her. if she leave early..den i will b lonely too. thus she decided to stay. the day started wif a treasure hunt..whereby the people are divided in 2 groups. grp A n grp B. aq was not in my group. our team lost even though we had split ourselves up to find the correct destination n take a pic as evidence even though we were not supposed to do so. we played games after the treasure hunt. for one game, we had to pass a small piece of paper with our mouth n there was music playing. when the music stops, the person who has the paper in the mouth muz do a forfeit. it was very interesting as ur partners beside u muz b of the opposite sex. there was a bit of hesitant here n there but it was fun. especially when michelle (if i spelled ur name correct) wanted to pass the piece of paper to lancaster..jin siong kept making fun of them. the paper was forever stuck there n they all took the longest time to pass it. the next game was the balloon thingy. muz have a partner n have to tie our legs together.n for our other legs we muz attach a balloon. the objective of the game is to find opponents n try to burst their balloons at the same time trying to protect urs frm bein burst. after these games..it was lunch time. everyone had brought food stuff n items n we all sat down n have a good meal under the sun. some of them juz jumped into the water as the temperature was rising n the sun was scorching. after lunch n some rest...games were continued. other games we played were touch rugby n dodgeball using tennis balls, captain ball using a honeydew n after tt an orange after it broke into pieces. i saw an orientation grp which i think was frm raffles jc or raffles boys/gers.they were playing captain's ball too. n guess wad...they were not using the normal beach volleyball or anything. instead they were using a RAW chicken. can u imangine..it was all covered with sand n u can see bits n pieces of meat flying out as it is being thrown everytime. i can't imangine how they can think of such a gross thing. i wld't touch it if it was mi. there was a water bomb fight afterwards..but luckily i ran fast..if not i wld b drenched. anyway..i didn't bring any extra clothing wif mi also. i was laying on the mat..when suddenly..ah fian called mi to see something. gilbert was being thrown into the water by 4 guys. haha..the sight was hilarious. ah fian n mi were like laughing non stop. after which he came up..and ah fian asked him how he feels. gilbert replied "I felt SALTY!!!" haha...this answer was killer! i was rolling on the ground already wif ah fian..laughing like no tmr. i guess he doesn't noe y we were laughing. time past real quickly..the day of activities had came to an end. aq cannot join us for dinner as she was meeting her fren. we had dinner as food junction at harbourfront. n it was sayonara to everyone after tt~ i really really really enjoyed myself over at sentosa. nv have i felt so much fun. i hope tt many more days of this to come! yeah!! im going to sentosa tmr man..n im quite excited abt it. mi gonna go wif the sbm club members. an outing wif main n sub comms. i feel like an extra there..as im not anione of them now.hehe. i juz wanna go n have fun.but i hav a wierd feeling abt this. see how it goes... my spirits were uplifted todae ard noon... n im so glad!!! it really made my day!! sometimes i feel like flying..happy and smiling e whole dae. n while at times..i felt like a nobody to anione.n this can happen within juz a day. the contrast is like damn huge..n usually ppl can notice the difference in mi. but i always tell them tt nothing had happened.even though there's somethning on my mind. its like so hard to say it out. i believe in taking all the sadness n sufferings by myself n not really let my frenz noe.lest make them worry abt mi. but really..someday, somewhere somehow..i will juz let it all out. enough abt this..im feeling down enough. im now in the lab having biz finance. i dun even have the book wif mi. i guess its at hm coz i cant find it in my locker. i dun even noe wad the teacher is toking abt as im not concentrating. i juz have no mood todae. n later im gonna hav my law ica.im quite worried abt it man. i juz gotten back my biz finance ica results..was quite ok wif it. i think i got a B. as ah fian had said..i muz be positive.he had his good day yest. n i hope it will be my turn todae. still have abt 12 hrs for good things to happen. *shouting out loud,"TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY!!"* wad a surprise i got when i entered the room for my biz law ica. cindy was inside too. coz she didn't take her test the other time. so i sat beside her..n even borrowed a pen. i did't even bring my pencil case with mi..since the day school ever re-opened. i always borrow things from people de. seeing her highlighting the important points n writing so ever fast...i began panicking. oh man..i hav no confidence in myself as this has alot of memorizing work.but i tried my best! hope we both can make it ok!! the pen is still with mi..n i duno when i will giv it back again. im such a forgetful person ya noe.. Thur was not a good day after all.but at least better than wed. all my hopes were gone.. hey cindy! now i gt blog more frequently..startin frm todae onwards!! u complain tt i very long nv blog.kekeke. hmmm..i hope u wld read my interstin daily life n stories n wld not feel tt bored when u r at your workplace, sitting down at the cashier..reading blogs after blogs. i understand how bored it cld get.haha. yest toked for abt 3hr 15 mins to my good fren cindy on the phone till 2am. n i guessed this caused her the opportunity to study for her biz law ica. oh dear!! she didn't sit for her test todae as she was not very prepared for it. i'm feeling quite guilty now. but dun worry..u can take it another time when u r ready alright?? i'm sure u can do it! believe in mi n urself.. luckily for the morning call by cindy..if not i wld still b sleeping like a pig.wahaha!! intended to go to school at abt 8am for marketing management discussion.but sean cldn't make it coz he had to see a doctor abt his elbow. (hope it's now alright bro!) within an hr, hui xian n mi almost completed the points needed for our mm debate. after tt gotta prepare myself for the ict presentation in the afternoon. but the points which i had taken down frm the internet was not used at all. haiz..waste my time! i juz read everything frm the screen. but before tt..my stomach was not feeling very well. 'the feeling' had come!!!wahaha. it's like gonna come out anytime n i guessed i left my flatulence everywhere i went. i juz didn't mention to anyone that's all..haha. damn..tmr is my service ica n i hav not even started my revision yet. later muz do my revision.plus somemore law ica is on thur!! everything seemed to be so cramped together. with lotsa projs comin on..n that idiotic module, ENTREPRENEURSHIP!! with this stupid module, there is even more added on pressure for us. n worst of all..in yr 3, i still have to take it again. oh no!! seems like going hell twice..help!! intend to meet ah fian in school at 8am..mayb for some breakfast or last min revision. anyway service ica is startin at 9am but we still do not noe the venue of test. but first things first..whether i can wake up early ard 6.15am. i hope he remembers to giv mi morning call man! if not...hahaha...happy waiting~ to my dear fren pal..plz do nt b angry wif mi alright. i din't mean anything! still frenz right.. basically..todae was a good day. not very good or not very bad. juz nice.cld b better. but i hope tmr wld b a better one! ciaoz~ things wld be much better for mi. its hard for mi to come to reality as im living in a world of my own. how i wish i was blinded n not to see u n ur other half. it made mi came to my senses that im only juz a fren. i couldn't do anything except juz to see u all walking into e distance far away. it pained mi though but wad can i do. *saddened* anyway..here's a song dedication to all those who shares e same feelings as mi... BOYFRIEND I'm sorry for me buggin you Sorry for being such a fool God knows I've tried but I can't let go I 'm crazy 'bout you know who I'm sorry for me needing you Sorry girl that you don feel it too I get the point, should be a man about it I've never been good that- no no Forgive me for being me I've tried to let go I know you got a boyfriend- another man Another guy by your side Someone who hopefully treats you right But you don't know how much I wish I was Your boyfriend- that other guy The only one who's allowed In your room to lay in your arms at night Now u don't know how much I wish I was your boyfriend I'm sorry for me wanting you Sorry for not playing by the rules But what would you do if u were in my shoes Feeling lost and blue Mnn I'm sorry for me lovin' you Sorry for being such a fool God knows I've tried but I can't let go I'm crazy 'bout you know who Forgive me for being me I've tried to let go I know you got a boyfriend- another man Another guy by your side Someone who hopefully treats you right But you don't know how much I wish I was Your boyfriend- that other guy The only one who's allowed In your room to lay in your arms at night Now u don't know how much I wish I was your boyfriend Another man is by your side I hope he treats you right I wish I was the only one To lay in your arms at night Well you can’t blame a guy for tryin' Now what else can I do And how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams Would become reality I know you got a boyfriend- another man Another guy by your side Someone who hopefully treats you right But you don't know how much I wish I was Your boyfriend- that other guy The only one who's allowed In your room to lay in your arms at night Now u don't know how much I wish I was your boyfriend I know you got a boyfriend I hope he treat you well And don't u know how much I want to be your boyfriend can anione tell mi wad is it... i wanna noe.. Love motto: Love can sometimes be magic...but magic can sometimes..just be an illusion.An illusion is basically nothing.But..nothing is impossible!!! created by ah fian and ah pao!!! |
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