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oh man..im not myself these days. muz b gers, muz b gers man!! im like so confused..or maybe not. im feel pain inside me..n sometimes i feel like crying it out. im making things so miserable n difficult for myself!
lesson of the day: nv fall for a ger with bf..even if he younger or older, u can nv win! it oni brings misery to urself. courage is wad i need..if i dun try i will nv noe e answer,whether its good or bad. im too afraid..too afraid of losing a fren. the feelings will nv b same again..we'll b too awkward to see each other let alone talking . i noe how it feels man..its terrible, really terrible. i've experienced it b4. i would like to try once again..but e feeling of rejection is very painful. I WANNA GET A GER!!! look at mi man...18 yrs old n still a failure...haiz. |
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